The Kite Runner – Khaled Hosseini
It was good to reread The Kite Runner, something familiar but still gripping and moving the second time around. I definitely think this book should be classified as a modern great, and was not surprised to see it on a list of 100 books to read in a lifetime. It brings a different insight into the war in Afghanistan than the stories heard on the news, opening up their struggles to the Western World through the empathy we feel towards the individual fictional characters.
This novel tells the story of Amir and his best friend Hassan, who is also his father’s servant. They grow up doing everything together. Hassan is extremely loyal to Amir, he says he would do anything for him, “for you a thousand times over”, and this unfortunately comes to the test. Amir, however, is not so loyal, he doesn’t stand up for his friend when another boy, Assef, rapes Hassan. Unable to cope with the guilt he feels seeing Hassan every day, Amir frames him for theft, causing Hassan and his father to leave. Subsequently war comes to Afghanistan and Amir and his father flee first to Pakistan and then on to America.
Amir spends the rest of his adult life there, going to college, watching his father die of cancer and meeting and marrying Soraya, but he cannot escape his guilt or his insomnia. When his father’s friend calls him back, tells him the truth about his family and Hassan’s, Amir is given the chance to do something right and to try and redeem himself by rescuing Hassan’s son from the Taliban.
It is horrifying at points and definitely emotionally potent. The novel speaks many truths about what it means to act in the world and the impact we have on the lives of others. Amir’s father is full of wise words. He tells his son, “There is only one sin, only one. And that is theft. Every other sin is variation of theft”. Amir recalls this later when he realises how he has ‘stolen’ from Hassan, but also how his father stole in keeping the truth about Hassan’s birth from him. Baba also teaches his son about the cruelty of time; “it may be unfair, but what happens in a few days, sometimes even a single day, can change the course of a whole lifetime”. The novel itself points to this; one day in Amir’s childhood has dictated the person he has become and also the ‘demons’ he is constantly trying to escape.
In his mission to find Sohrab, Amir also finds God, “in the eyes of the people in this corridor of desperation”, waiting in the hospital hoping and praying that Hassan’s son pulls through, he realises “this is the real house of God, this is where those who have lost God will find Him, not the white masjid with its bright diamond lights and towering minarets”. It is powerfully real and at points painfully ironic, for example, when Amir speaks to an old man who once worked with his mother before she died, he learns that she was worried at her profound happiness because “they only let you be this happy if they’re preparing to take something from you”.
Amir does manage to somehow overcome his guilt. Though he cannot undo his betrayal he is able to stand up for Sohrab in the way he failed to do so for Hassan; he sacrifices a lot for the boy and finally comes to term with his past: “I wondered if that was how forgiveness budded, not with the fanfare of epiphany, but with pain gathering its things, packing up and slipping away unannounced in the night”.
We are encouraged to focus on the small victories as well as the large – in the smile that Sohrab gives Amir when kite flying in the novel’s final scene – “it was only a smile, nothing more. It didn’t make everything alright”. He narrates that he is not sure whether it is a happy ending but this smile does at least offer a glimmer of hope. We are reminded that “life is not a Hindi movie […] life goes on, unmindful of beginning, end, crisis or catharsis”.